I'm at my husband's work party and it is depressing to me. I've never been one who enjoys dancing or large groups. Luckily there was a bar that got me through all of the small talk with people I don't know but now I don't know what to do. I sat at my table by myself for a while, left to go on a walk, and now I'm just sitting in another room hiding. My husband is having a lot of fun with his work friends and they want me to join them but its not something I enjoy. I looked through my friends that I could talk to who would have something supportive to say and didn't find any. Most don't know anything that goes on with me emotionally so its just a huge bag of worms to open with any of them. I guess this was just a bit of a rant so I could get it out instead of keeping it all inside right now.