I was wondering if there is a limit on when we will maybe be allowed to "forget" our many mistakes, and are some people allowed to make mistakes and others not? Are some people forced to always be "endearing" ... even in therapy? Or else they will "always be punished?". and where do these evil accusatory "voices" come from? . I read a post in another forum where I am not posting and that prompted this thought. I am sorry that I exist, for surely I wish I was not in this world!

How do you learn to trust, when you are already "old" and battle scarred? What is the point in being open with anyone when almost inevitably they will hurt you, either intentionally or otherwise?

What is the point in saying anything when there will always be those who lie and twist your words?

This is not directed at anyone, it is my attempt to "cope" without hurting anyone who is in my life. I do not wish to hurt those I love.

So many are sensitive. please be kind. (Honesty without compassion is brutality)


For this moment I refuse to allow the self attacking "voices" to violate me.

My love to all here Thanks for always being kind to me (unlike too many IRL)