Yesterday I was dancing around my flat, so filled with joy and energy. By the evening my thoughts were racing into dark directions and I was irritable as hell. Mixed state, damn. Around 1am I took a high (safe) dose of CLonazepam and Zyprexa to knock me out, and it did wonderfully. Today I was hungover but much calmer. Hopefully I have nipped the mixed episode in the bud. With Christmas coming up and increased work hours I cannot afford to go into a mixed state proper. Gosh, when is a good time for one Lol!