The ED voices is actually are Psychosis. the urgency of needing to hurt myself is also part of mt psycotic depression. He prescribed symbyax but my insurance wont pay for it. So I'm down to .5-1.5 (7.5mg) Zyprexa, 20 mgs prozac and upped my lamictal to 200mg. The doctor was nice but very professional. He made sure I was seeing a T. Told me I need to work on calming Technics to calm the psychosis. He did say I will always need an antidepressant, an anti psycotic and a mood stabilizer.

So tonight half a zyprexa, 20 mg prozac and 200 lamictal. I see him in two months.