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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
I was always looking for acceptance from the mother. But, she was unable to give this.
Towards the end of my life, I realise that she (and the father) set me up for a "life time of unrequited love"
And a lifetime of hiding, for to become "the mother" would be to cease to exist 
We were made to survive for a reason, by the one who loves us. But I hope that I find my true home before too long. Because I don't belong in this world, I never really did,
To those who care (all here) don't worry, I'm safe, I'm a survivor. |
I am soooooooo sorry you are going through this! You are usually the one who sends lots of hugs and light to those who are feeling down! Lots of hugs and light sending your way Fuzzy! Like you said.... we are built to survive. Surround yourself with people that care. Get rid of negativity in life. (Unfortunately that may mean people close.. but hey.. its worth it in the long run. Your sanity is important!)