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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
I was always looking for acceptance from the mother. But, she was unable to give this.
Towards the end of my life, I realise that she (and the father) set me up for a "life time of unrequited love"
And a lifetime of hiding, for to become "the mother" would be to cease to exist 
We were made to survive for a reason, by the one who loves us. But I hope that I find my true home before too long. Because I don't belong in this world, I never really did,
To those who care (all here) don't worry, I'm safe, I'm a survivor. |
You're right, Fuzzy, we are made to survive, even if we don't feel we belong.
I've never felt I belonged either, even though, I had a great mother. I never felt good enough. I don't always feel very strong either, but I am. I've survived myself, life, cancer, hurt, pain and many other things.
I've been hurt by many, but I have also hurt many. A few I know about, the others, I was too insensitive to realize it. I have tempered as I have grown older and realize now things I wish I had know earlier in life. But I can't dwell on that. Now that I know better I'll do better. (Taken from a quote by Maya Angelou)
I wish for you, peace of mine and freedom from mental anguish for the new year, because I deeply care about you. You have friends who would never hurt you, but you have to take chances to prove it.
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"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha