I'm like you I don't want many more like this year.
Seriously, I'm glad you shared your thoughts.
Birthdays are hard for me too, especially since my mother died. For some reason I tie my birthday more to her than I do to me, after all, she was the one that gave birth. I don't have people that call me either. I might get a text from my daughter and a "happy birthday" from my husband but that's about it. That's about it for my "special" day.

I'm getting where I don't want to remember it anyway. Getting too old for birthdays.
I hope the rest of your day is happy.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha