Wait, so you're psychotic and having thoughts of hurting yourself and he wants you to come back in 2 months?!

That is a red flag to me. He should be monitoring you much more carefully...

I understand your frustration about the weight gain. Zyprexa is a wonderful drug, but that side effect...I don't even have ED issues, and the weight gain was very disturbing to me. So I can't imagine how much distress it is causing you. But you are brave and strong. You're doing what you need to do to get better, and we're all so proud of you.

Are you working on your ED issues in therapy? Maybe if you treated it specifically, ana wouldn't be screaming so loudly about the zyprexa weight gain.