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Update: I've been trying to remember how things occurred this morning. I think the reason I crashed on my bike (which was right before I SI'd) was because I momentarily blacked out, and that's when my dissociation started. I pretty much only SI when I'm in a dissociative state. I don't have alternate personalities or anything, but I look at the dissociated Seesaw almost like an alter, since I feel like I'm watching her do things and can't stop her. What I recall is that right after the bike crash she/I came right upstairs, made the really bad cut, then when it was too bad, it was like she/I let me come back forward to clean it up.
Anyone else have this sensation?
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