afraid to build a trusting relationship with him? No, but I need to say things that I don't trust him yet.

I don't really have the luxury of "shopping" for Ts. me neither you get who's assigned to you.

How do you feel about this therapist in general? Do you think he gets you? I think he scares to easily. He has worked with crisis families and other high risk patients but I fear when I'm at my worst he wont be able to handle it. I'm worried that I'll minimize the things for him unintentionally.

Are you required by law to see this therapist? No, but I don't want it to become mandatory.
Have you established goals for seeking therapy? to keep me out of the hospital measure success? I don't think there is a way to measure that.

1) would hospitalize you if you told him X; <------ that one.

I'm curious though, as others have mentioned, why is there such a rush? I've started to have difficulty taking my med and my thoughts are betraying me.