Thanks everyone for your views and support. I can't believe how unsettling this experience has been. For one thing I shared a lot with this T and now wonder for how long his own stuff has been going on. Have we ever connected? Was the whole two years just a big farce? Even though I would have liked some closure it doesn't seem like a good idea to contact him again. It really stings to be ignored though. As for another therapist I can't even imagine doing this again. How would I ever be able to trust that something authentic is actually going on? If anyone has advice for moving on and putting this behind me I'm all ears. I don't feel comfortable, at least not now, sharing this with friends or family. I just feel pretty used and naive.
Thanks again.