Hmm. I am deep in thought over all these responses. Thanks. I like the idea of not worrying about goals. But, I worry that my T is so expensive, I can't do this forever. If I don't have goals, I'm afraid I'll just sort of drift in therapy for ever, end up broke, and not be better off in the end. I am sort of feeling like this whole therapy endeavor was a mistake. It's not making my life any better, and it's draining my bank account... which adds stress... which makes life worse. Sorry, I'm just in a strangely bad place. Too much sugar today ("cheat day") really probably not helping myself!