What are or were you delusions?
Mine were I believed God was working through me, I would see numbers and try to find the number 4 (example: 567. 5 + 6 = 11. 11-7=4), and from there just make connections. See a bird fly by and that was god telling me to look in the direction it was flying, from there seeing a glimmer of light in the corner of my eye, follow that, and so and so forth until I finally found something that would have a secret message behind it.. It all seemed so real to me.. and i felt like noone else could see the things I was seeing.. all the connections in everyday life.. how one thing leads to another