I love my ex girlfriend. I love her so much. I did the dumping and I let her go. I haven't seen her for over two months. Last time I spoke to her was when she called me October 19 and I answered the phone, "I never want to talk to you or see you again." And She called a few times after that. I got a missed call from a private number this week too. I miss her so much. I can't call her. I can't email her. The things she did to me to drive her out of my life are things that I don't feel comfortable speaking about any human. She did some things I never even knew was in human nature. I'm talking some really, really, I don't know if it's sick, I don't know if it's evil, I don't know if it's wild and out of control, I don't know but things she did I can never, ever, ever ever, ever x 100 back into my life. But I do love her and miss the person I knew. I don't know what to do.