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Originally Posted by susancook911
Im not sure if my dig is right ive been getting treatment wth different meds and therapy for almost a year now but none of it has worked. I hear voices in my head and phsically there are several some nice some good I dont hear them all the time. I also see things such as people not there. It comes an goes. My emotions can change in an instant from wanting to killl myslef to perfectly happy like someone who would never have those thoughts dont even believe i have those thoughts to wanting to kill someone else. I do have blackouts in time where i do stuff an dont remember alot of the time its buyinh stuff i have a loarge collection of toys. I have bad social anxiety i dont unerstand people how they act or their emotions. I very easly fall in love with people an stuff and become completly obsessed with them untll i have them as in going as far as stealing stuff and manipulating people. Thats just some of it what are your thoughts?
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Have you been checked for DID? You didn't say what kind of schizophrenia you have..paranoid, hebephrenic, what? Are you on meds of any kind? Borderline and DID( Dissociative Identity Disorder) sometimes go hand in hand but until you get the schizophrenia under control its going to be even more confusing for you...I am a retired social worker and have a paranoid schizophrenic boyfriend whom I also believe has DID.....there are amnesiac episodes with DID a lot....but until you get the schizophrenia under control you won't know what is what...it is best not to use labels to label yourself such as manipulative as judging yourself will only make you feel worse and more confused...it certainly seems like you have a lot going on...are you married or have you been? Many problems are just JUNK like normies have. Let me know how you are doing Susan...Blessings to you...hope this helps somewhat...