I love my mother dearly. We both suffer, from similar mental health issues. Even though, we may have good days. I would not be able to live with her. I wouldn't mind living nearby. I need my own space to be able to heal myself. Two unhealthy people together can be a keg powder barrel ready to ignite. For me, the history, triggers, would be too stressful for me. I wish you well. I wish you peace. I wish you healing.