sidney1771, Well, if you have to promise to take your meds like you you are suppose to, I think you might have bigger issues to deal with here.I feel it comes down to trust me trusting him and him trusting me, that's why I was asking how to build it faster.

It's unfair to say If you have to promise to take your meds... that I have bigger issues then trust. I have to learn to trust him. He knows how I'm doing as much as my guarded can give him. It's taken Psych central, x-pdoc,x-T 3 yrs. to convince me to try an anti psychotic regularly. I asked for one even chose the one that is the most likely to cause weight gain because I could be combined into one. As crappy as this year has been I have grown tons as a client. I will always have trouble with taking meds. It comes with the illness for me.

So as the face of the whole mental health field how do I build real trust between us? Currently I'm treating new T like my old T but I don't trust actually trust him.