Just take one step at a time. 5 months ago I moved out on my own. I had a goal of having a happy little home with my fur babies and working. Other than that I really did not know what would happen. I started going to a PDR and have done really well. I can't tell you how many years it has been that I could be ask to go to something and tell everyone I will have to wait and see. They knew I wasn't coming. But this year I ask them for dates and said yes I will be there. And the best part I'm so excited about it and not dreading it. Am I scared something will happen and I won't feel the same. Yes I'm scared to death but if it goes as plans then just maybe I have worked through another part of my life that will open up many more doors in the future. Just set your mind and you will get there. Just take your time. I will be praying for you. You can do it!