Thank you both so much for responding. I called my pdoc and I'm going to share everything with him. I can't see my therapist again until my Medicaid funding comes through, which will hopefully be just in a few weeks. I hope I will at least get to speak with my pdoc on Monday.

I don't know if this sounds weird, but I talked (I guess in my head) to the other Seesaw tonight. I asked her why she was trying to harm me. She said she was mad at me. I asked her why...we had a whole conversation. I sort of feel a little better now. Like I at least have a connection with this part of me that is so angry.

Then, at the same time...I wonder if I'm going crazy and hearing voices. I really don't know what to think.

I'm just hoping to make it through Sunday without losing my sanity so I can talk to my pdoc on the phone on Monday.

Thank you both for responding.

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