Thanks, everyone, for your supportive posts.

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mouse_ said:
wow sunrise, what a lot to deal with even before you even got into the therapy room

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Yup, but it was OK. It was a distraction from the session at hand that I was dreading and almost provided me a way out of something I did not want to do. Seriously, it seemed like providence had dropped her in my lap.

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pinksoil said:
Sunny, that's beautiful that your T cried along with you.

I love him for that.

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Me too.

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Gosh, I can't imagine what it would have been like for you if you weren't able to get that individual session 1st. You obviously needed it so badly. Your emotions were so ready to go.

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I don't think I could have done the couples session without the individual session first. I would have insisted the other woman take the session. Remember that fantasy I had a while back about cutting myself open with a knife and bleeding onto T's floor? Well, I think my individual session was kind of like that. It felt good to have that fulfilled.