I used to visit this pro-ana forum. Someone there is very sick right now. She's being tube fed. I think she's dying. This made me realize how horrible EDs are.

A few months ago I was purging everyday and trying to starve myself (to no avail).

I'm on prozac now and I dunno if it's the prozac, but I haven't felt like purging for some months now. Or maybe I never really had an eating disorder.

I haven't been watching what I eat and I've gained weight. I probably gained 5 pounds. I'm too afraid to weigh myself. I'm techically still at a healthy BMI, but right now I want to lose weight again.

I'm going to try to lose weight the healthy way this time, eating 1200 to 1400 kcal a day. I'm going to try to follow the food guide.

Should i do this? or will it trigger me to binge and purge again? I haven't been counting calories at all for these months.

Anyone bulimic have any luck losing weight the healthy way?