It's nice to hear so many of you found a great T to help you. When I sought therapy it only made everything in my life worse. That is just how my life is. Everything I try to do, even to better my life, does not work out or is made worse. When I saw this thread was about "inner comfort" I thought I would learn something about how one finds it. It's not easy to find a good T and is impossible for some. I think that I am just meant to have it bad my entire life. No point in fighting it anymore. I just have to accept what it is. Even my t tried to tell me to accept my fate. He'd given up too.

Just want to add that sometimes love & abuse go hand in hand. It's not always one way or the other.