I'm not sure. I think I do.. But I don't know what it is. My story is that in August I began binge-eating, but I wouldn't consider it binge-eating because I would eat a certain amount of calories in one sitting when binge-eating is (supposedly) normally more calories than I ate.
Then in late October, I started to purge by vomiting and laxatives. And since last week I have been restricting my diet to a low amount of calories. I have stopped purging now and instead exercise at least once a day.
I know this sounds like an eating disorder, but I have no idea what it could be. And I am scared because I don't know how this started. I don't know how I got this mentality. I don't know why I am obsessed with my weight all of a sudden.
Last edited by sabby; Dec 14, 2014 at 09:30 AM.
Reason: administrative edit to bring within forum guidelines: no numbers can be posted (calories, weight etc.)
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