i didnt goto sleep til 6am this morning. i was up ALL night. extremely stressed.

1. i immediately started stressing hard over if going to college will affect getting my disability payment and medicare. i even was thinking about canceling going to college. im so scared. i looked high and low for info about college and ssdi EVERYWHERE on the net. i found a lot of good opinions but no hard facts. most of the opinions said either they will stop your disability payments OR that it depends on factors like if its online school or face to face. or if its full time or part time ETC. AND that its been a little over 3 years and i havent gotten a review yet.

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2. my half brothers wife posted some crap on facebook. ill post about that in a minute.