So as the face of the whole mental health field how do I build real trust between us? Currently I'm treating new T like my old T but I don't trust actually trust him.[/quote]

Completely up to you. If you want to get better then you have to start trusting him. Therapy is only as good as what you put into it. If you don't trust him, then you don't trust yourself. How can he help with problems that he doesn't know about? How can he help solve the puzzle when you haven't given him all the pieces. If you are afraid of what he will do...address that with him. What is the worst that will happen if you trust him...he might help? Try it and see.