Iīve felt quite bad since I was terminated by my T a couple of months ago and now I donīt really know how to go on in life. Iīve tried to look for another T but itīs very hard and takes much energy and now I mostly spend my days sleeping to much and feeling down.
I miss my former T and at the same time as I know I have to find a new T, I just see my situation as hopeless. Thereīs no help whatsoever as you have to look for therapists yourself, thereīs noone there to help you.
I donīt have any relatives or family that understand my situation even if they know I went to therapy and that I was terminated. As Iīm unemployed the whole situation leads to a destructive and unhealthy living. I continuously try to find a new T and also went to one of them for an evaluation session but didnīt feel she was the right one to turn to.
Iīve also realised that thereīs no or a very little chance to get the help I need as those T:s I can afford to pay arenīt psychologists and I canīt really trust a social worker whoīs also a psychotherapist to help me. It feels just Iīm going to talk and talk to such a T but she wonīt be able to really treat me.
I really feel down, depressed and without hope and I donīt know what to do. Anyone else who recognises this?
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