I'm sorry this is happening to you. It's very hard. I have a job and make a modest salary but I am in so much debt I end up seeing barely any of it. It makes me not want to make friends for the embarrassment of telling them I cannot afford to do things if they ask (I have none). My boyfriend is wealthy and only surrounds himself with other wealthy people from his country club. He can't understand why I don't want to be around them but it makes me sick to see people who do hardly anything to earn their money (trust funds etc) throw away money or complain that their country club bills are a problem.

My point is I hope you realize you are not alone! Lack of money can make people very bitter as I see very much in myself. Maybe try to look for something part time. Craigslist may be able to show some gigs or things like house sitting and dog sitting, under the table which could be nice.