Hello Empress, I really feel how much this is upsetting you. It does sound like weight loss could be a problem.

Stress really contributes to the physical things we go though.

This forum could be of interest
Coping with Emotions - Forums at Psych Central

Anxiety, Panic and Phobias - Forums at Psych Central

Have you talked to a dietitian about foods that stimulate less acid production. Consult your doctor or nutritionist.