In your shoes, I would seriously consider the crashing on my friend's couch option.


Leave everything at home, and start over... Because why allow stuff to become your prison?

It's like an emotionally incestuous gilded cage...

Which is worse than normal gilded cages.


Friends have couches AND computers, I'm sure you could use a friend's PC during office hours as they'll be at work...


Your mom wont see reason, stop bargaining with her already.


ExGF? Stop making so many assumptions about this poor woman!!! If you want another chance, say so, don't leave things hanging in the air and then drown in regret when she marries someone else because you assumed and kept quiet...


It all comes down to my original point:


Back bone, use it. Now