There is nothing good about me no beauty about my life the only good thing in my life is a few online friends outside of that nothing good its not just that I'm angry at my parents I'm angry at the world I'm extremely misanthropic I try not to be but I guess its natural for me and the world is just too cold for me I kinda feel like the guy from the green mile can't remember his name where the world is filled with too much pain and he is so sensitive to it and just wants out probably a terrible reference but feel like that everyday