if you are here in NY (USA) no this is not disassociation...here

disassocaion (pronounced dis - association) is purposely preventing yourself from doing things, purposely stopping something you are doing...

example

Today I disassociated myself from christmas shopping (I stopped crhristmas shopping and went home)

Friday I disassociated myself from work (I purposely left work)

so what is what you posted? well it can be just about anything....anxiety, depression lack of sleep, medication problems, stress,....

short and sweet what you posted can be just about any mental physical or normal situation..

to find out what this is with in you, you will need to contact a treatment provider outside of your computer life. we are not able to diagnose (tell you what this problem is with in you.)

All we can do is tell you what this is with in ourselves. with in me this was called many different things depending upon other accompanying symptoms.

my suggestion contact your treatment providers or a mental health treatment provider outside of the computer if you really want to know what this is with in you.