Sorry that you're feeling this way-I have gone through cycles time & again where I feel like this. Hope you have a tdoc to support you through this difficult time & keep posting here-there is a lot of support here at PC-take care
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly 
Bipolar Disorder
Depression
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
OCD
PTSD
Insomnia
Chronic Pain
Prozac 30mg daily
Buspar 10mg three times daily
Propranolol 10mg three times daily
Currently titrating up Lamictal daily
Ambien 5mg prn
Trazodone 50mg prn