Anybody else wish they were never born? I have my days. Then I feel selfish for getting blood transfusions and being saved by current medical science.

As a parent of a SN kid I feel horrible at times to see him struggle. I wish he didn't have those thoughts but I know at times he does.

Why did we bring him into the world? to share the love we have with another; to raise a child that makes a positive difference in the world even if it's just a smile; because we want to be better parents then ours were. I don't feel these are selfish reasons. Can you get a pound puppy so you can make a difference in their life?