I'm going to be brutally honest here and even though I struggle immensely w/being vulnerable, I realize I won't get the answers I want or the help I need if I hold anything back.. this is my first time ever posting on any kind of forum, so here goes nothing:

I am 25yo and have been using drugs for the last 12yrs straight. Starting w/pot at 13 and by the age of 18 had escalated into "boosting" on a daily basis to feed an also daily addiction of smoking Oxycontin 80mg and at 20, went to a 5day detox followed by a 30day treatment stay. I ended up bring kicked out of the detox facility early after threatening staff members for not taking action after i had been molested by another female patient - although I can admit to handling the situation wrong, I still feel as though I was treated very unfairly, given the circumstances. I entered the treatment facility and stayed for the entire duration and receiving a "graduation" plaque only to relapse 3 days later w/my roommate from treatment and thats when my love affair w/heroin began which I have now been shooting for almost 5yrs straight now. I am curious as to whether there are others who have had similar experiences to mine and if so, how is your journey to sobriety coming along or if you are still using ((like I am)), how has your addiction affected all areas of your life?