Well I'm feeling a bit better. I finally took a bath/shower yesterday. I changed some meds around and I'm not feeling as lethargic. I'm cutting the Celexa in half to see if I'll be ok on a lower dose. If I start feeling manic I will stop it though. Ugh...It's hard bc I miss being hypo and I need it. I've got to get this house clean and get out of here.

I think bc I didn't start taking bp meds until I was 36, I'm used of the hypos and its harder to give them up. I mean it's an incredible feeling. On the bp meds I'm not into music or pretty much anything. I feel like I'm not the real me. But...I'm staying on the meds bc I don't wanna go through the hell of not sleeping again.

Anyway, thanks guys for being there. you guys are great ppl.