i actually am prescribed trazodone too. but it makes me feel high. it gives me this buzz in my body and mind and makes me unable to stay asleep because of the physical symptoms it gives me. it makes my body feel heavy like a paper weight. the last few times i took it i had panic attacks on it.

thats part of the reason why i dont like meds because when they give my body these physical symptoms that are alien to me or alter my mind i start to panic extremely bad. thats why i quit smoking MJ.

xanax has been the only medicine that ive truly liked because the physical symptoms it gives me is extreme calmness. and thats what i ultimately need it my life is calmness.