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Old Dec 15, 2014, 11:23 AM
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i always ask my dad to not drink or make him promise me in real life...and i just keep having these dreams about him breaking his promise and drinking to the point of almost death.

my dad drinking has been a big stressor in my life the past few years. even in my teens too but as some of you know my dad had a stroke a few years ago that involved alcohol. his blood/alcohol level was .46 and .5 is death. it was bad. a medical helicopter had to take him to a city hospital. and then he had one a year later.

omg
im crying bad right now because im remembering everything and these nightmares seem so real and i think hes going to die. and i try to wake up from them and i cant. my body wont wake up.

i cant take my medicine because i have to do school today.
im just going to take a xanax right now.
but that haldol will make me sleep all day and i have like a handful of assignments to do.

my emotional and mental state is completely unexpected right now.
That must be really hard to deal with. That's an incredibly high blood alcohol level, WOW! Is he drinking a lot lately?