Im not going to get into being the middle child which I am. Its way to painful for me. I relate totally to your problem. My siblings use to try and smother me, or drown me in the toilet. Don't know why they hate me so to speak, but I don't give a _ _ _ _ any more either. F---- em!
Only when something bad happens to me do they appear. No doubt they love me, they just dont like me.... and I am ok with that.