Pinksoil.... Trust me....If your portrayal of last week is accurate.... If he can take all that you threw at him last week... this is really not that big of a deal in relation to what you would be putting HIM through. It may be more of something that you are going through and what you would be admitting.

You can do it Pink... you did last week... you can certainly do this.

Best wishes.....

But it is all about you and your happiness.....and not wishing him well. It is a matter of your wanting him in the same bed...er...ah .... boat with you.