Please invest in dear self by getting following book,
author with same name only different: "Self-compassion", by Kristin Neff. You may also like
to get some on self-esteem,in which case,the master
on that subject is, Nathaniel Branden,the man changed my life. I used to be like that description
you gave,but no longer; the greatest gift I gave to
self,was self-respect. If you would like some titles
on self-esteem,message me.
Deepest Respect,
BLUEDOVE