Hi,

I'm glad you don't feel alone now. Feeling lonely and not understood is one of the hardest feelings for me to tolerate so I'm glad I helped lessen that a bit. Really- what I wrote is based in an ed reality- not the real world. Personally- I LOVE feeling empty. It puts me in a state where everything is ok and works out... But its really unhealthy. It hurts my body. Its not good. To feel good later I need to feel bad now. That's how it works. Its hard. Really really hard. But if you're here thlen you're already on your way. Wishing you the best of luck!