similar situation Ozzy. I got my diagnosis a few weeks back and i get easily frustrated because i keep questioning myself as to whether i'm being super productive or manic ... I also tend to ruminate on my previous manic episodes and wonder how i didn't spot them before now. I've been treated for depression for seven years and only now that i'm on the right meds do i feel normal again. I hope in time we can begin to stop this constant questioning of ourselves and by the sound of it we will but it will take time. I like Mountainbards philosophy ... enjoy the productivity!