It went fine for a while but i got back to my daily daydream routine again. And i just hate myself so much!! I am so pathetic look at me 3 yrs ago i was in the same position with the stupid daydreaming and thinking about her all day. Its driving me crazy!!! I JUST want it to stop!! I am so pathetic and awful. I just gotta cut the crap. Just need to stop this **** cause I cant live like this for the rest of my life!!!