I could have written this post word for word. In fact, I had a thread similar last week. I wish I knew the answer to this. Last session my t was 5 minutes late and I emailed her that night telling her she hates me, doesn't want to see me, and does it on purpose. That was two weeks ago and I haven't emailed or texted since (which is unusual for me). She has showed me in many ways that she cares but when something like this happens it is like none of that matters. I feel so rejected. I wish I knew the answer to this. I can certainly relate.