i worked today. it was very stressful. i am off for 2 days now.

my mom put 700 dollars in my checking account so i could sign the lease on new apartment last week and pay prorated rent pet deposit nad security deposit. i really thought my trust would reimburse her for that. but i just got an email from my trust person saying they denied the request. i feel so bad. im crying. my mom doesnt have a lot of money. i feel like its all my fault. bc she paid that program i was in for so long and it was really expensive. i feel guilty. its all my fault. i dont know what to do