(((((((sarahhxx03)))))))

Breakups are never easy and the first love is always special. I'm not surprised you are depressed. Give yourself some time. Try to eat a little something it will help you cope better. Try to rest. I know that probably won't be easy but you need it. Even if you don't sleep you will benefit from lying down for a while. Also, try to focus on your breathing. It will calm you down and keep your mind busy.