Just wanted to give an update on my situation..

I made it through the first interview for the out of state job. I will be scheduling a time for a second interview with them in the next week.

I've revised a lot of my schedule and now i spend it relaxing or doing something productive... Went out mountain biking by myself for a few hours last weekend. I haven't even been as negative towards things.
However, I am still struggling with a lot of my problems. Lately I’ve been absent of thought, as if nothing around me is truly real and detaching from people. Think it's just my schizo kicking in... Made a few people really upset too recently.

Trying to keep positive about things, but my past is still there. Hoping when and if i move that i can begin to see some growth in my life again.