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Old Dec 15, 2014, 10:20 PM
offthegrid offthegrid is offline
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Hi guys! Thanks again for the advice. I'm more comfortable with a lot of the tech aspects of the job now but dealing with people (ALL of the people, customers and co-workers) is just very challenging. I never push back on anyone which ends up creating bad situations. Some of my co-workers kind of treat me like a child almost. I don't even know what I could say when I make the same screw-ups I always make. I just have to sit there looking crazy because I totally deserve to be lambasted for making everyone else's job harder.

This is SO stressful. I need the money but some time has gone by and this is very hard. I really don't think my personality just isn't right for the job. I've really tried to change but I can't. This is the same thing that happened on my last job. It's hard to sleep through the night sometimes, I'm tense and nervous even when I'm not at work. In the perfect world I would quit but I really can't because I need the money. They can't fire me but at this point it would be a relief. They can't really fire me now but I guess it could happen. At this point, there is no other option besides sit there and deal with it so I'm basically just venting.