T and I had a good session. I think I'm going to ask her for another session on Wednesday. She said she understood a lot of the bad things I did when I was younger, like stealing money from my father or lying or manipulating. She told me she didn't think I was a bad person because she understood that it was just me trying to get my needs met. She thinks I don't give myself enough credit re. being a good person who is trying my best.

Sometimes I feel like I just don't belong in this world.