It happens with every guy I like. We're not even in a relationship yet, but I hate it when they don't text back. It's not like I feel sad or angry, no. I really do hate it. I start feeling nervous, anxious, angry, sad and desperate all at once. I start sweating cold, my heart beats very very hard and I got this feeling in my stomach as if I wanted to throw up. I also feel hurt, disappointed and kinda betrayed. I know I'm completely wrong, I know this just hurts me, but I don't know why I feel this way or what to do to stop caring so much.

This time I'm really sick. I wrote him but I didn't tell him. That was the third day I texted him. Not an answer. I feel like he doesn't care about me, like there's something he's been hiding from me... Why on earth hasn't he texted back in three days when it all seemed perfect? Why is it so easy for him to just forget about me? I feel the urge to unfriend him on facebook, because I already deleted his number. I can't keep on stalking him via whatsapp or line ir whatever, I can't let myself text him one more time just to be hurt by his silence. I know this sounds extreme, but I'm writing exactly how I feel because I need some help and I know some of you have felt the same. Thanks guys!